i gotta stop chasing these stupid impossible dreams. i gotta stop getting my hopes up for the effing impossible dreams. i gotta get it through my thick head that i should just GIVE UP ALREADY
so if im always willing to listen to anyone then......................... what does that make me?
whens my turn to rant?
why does the court jester care so much about everyone? just cause its his job? so what? quit. why cant the court jester jsut quit. why cant he escape? why cant he seem to catch a break? he listens and listens and tries to make the whole damn world happy. and yet when he's sad, he's down, no one really gives a shit. he's just left there, in one corner until he's needed again. why cant anyone make the court jester smile when he's sad? why cant anyone try to cheer him up?
i've listened. i've helped. i tried. but in the end, whats the point?
used to it
