Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
sometimes in life we have to do things that is not even our job. solve stuff thats not even our problem. and what do we get out of it? nothing.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 7:14 PM
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"Anonymosity. It brings about a longing-a yearning. It aches acknowledgment. But it usually ends the way it begins. it remains anonymous, stagnant, unknown. Fear. Cowardice. Pride. Not knowing how to think or what to feel. Finally stepping out into the unknown, out of ones comfort zone. what becomes of that? we live to figure out. we live to try. anymosity, why o why?"
-Charmaine Kwee
hmmm i must say. my best friend is quite the talented writer. we see so many people in the streets and all, not knowing who they are, what they do. sometimes we see people we're attracted to but we dont know their names. there're so many things in life we dont know or we're not sure of. so many things we're scared to find out that we'd rather live at not know, forever wondering but never bothering to find out. sometimes we dont dare try, to afraid of failure. but i dont think thats my problem. charmaine said i always try. and i always end up failing. but i guess thats life. just gotta pick yourself up, dust yourself up and learn from your mistakes. thats life. full of mistakes and failures. sometimes we're brave enough to try and try and try. whether its telling the person we like that we like them or taking a risk in a match. more often than not we fail but
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 3:33 PM
people have the right to change. but people have a right to stay the same too.
how come sometimes we're the ones that stay the same yet we're the ones thats left broken
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 2:37 AM
Mi Familia. My Life.
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i wanna thank my bestfriend for accompanying me. you really are the best! (: and i wanna thank my brooo for coming down also..
ive had this cough for a few weeks now and it hasnt gone away and its irritating me. life is kinda irritating me
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always the contingency plan. never first pick
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 12:02 AM
blah blah blah blah blah. sometimes its like, WHO GIVES A FUCK?!
cant i say something for a change?
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sometimes life throws us many weird sudden surprises every now and then and we just have to accept them and sometimes learn to laugh at them cause honestly, some of then are downright hilarious.
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soccer today was good. hockey 2 nights ago was good. going back to camp tmr not so good. ppl leaving on monday not so good. life right now not so good. hmmmmmm. bright spark ol bright spark, where art thou?
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 2:15 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 2:40 AM
Hey jude, dont make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, dont be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
waiting for someone to perform with
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a less than ideal start to the week. but i cannot wait for thursday.
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My Family. My Friends.
Mi Familia. Mis Amigos.
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let her under your skin, but dont let her into your heart. cause then your hearts as good as gone.
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its gonna be a depressing 2 weeks. sigh ):
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why do i feel this way?!
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 8:25 PM
16 just held such better days
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i laughed the loudest who'd have known
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i'm too depressed to go on,
you'll be sorry when i'm gone
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soon its gonna be halfway through september. good good. been sitting around listening to blink 182 songs and this sense of nostalgia is just flooding me. sometimes we keep on wishing that we could go back to better days. because looking back and remembering and longing for the good ol days is easier than trying to figure out what the future holds and whether it holds good days or bad days.
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the clock is ticking. calender pages are flipping. but its too slow. theyre passing by too slow. i wish for the days to zzoom past. or i wish for the clock to go the other way. everyones leaving one by one. either that or theyve left. people always leave, and usually its the good one that leaves.
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i met up with charmaine at bugis yesterday to just hang out and walk around. and it was good like always. but she told me how she applied for 3 australian unis and shes probably leaving next year february. and although im gonna be happy for her to further her studies in a good uni studying what she wants, i cant help but feel really sad and depressed. its only september but february will come really soon. and i dont know. i just dont want it to come cause it means shed have left. youd have thought id be use to people leaving and all but i dont know what im gonna do when m y bestfriend leaves.
cause after all, you're my wonderwall.
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the silence is deafening
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i'm tired. exhausted. stressed out.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009 @ 1:15 AM
today was a crap cock day. this week has been a crap week so far. and its only been 2 days. extra long week this week. CRAP CRAP CRAP! its 090909. im really just waiting and waiting for something or someone exciting to come along. life is boring. life needs some spicing up.
i really wanna get a data plan for my blackberry but because every month my phone bills too high so my mom refuses to get me the data plan. and every month i try my best to cut back on the outgoing calls and stuff and i thought i was diong well. BUTTTTTTTTTT. the last week, DUCK has been making me call her every night which is fine cause its fun to talk to her and shes my BESTIEEEEEEEEE and shes hilarious and SCANDALOUS and always makes me laugh BUT IM GONNA HAVE TO LIKE PAY FOR MY OWN PHONE BILL THIS MONTH! but ok la i dont mind. SEE HOW NICE I AM TO YOU DUCK! BETTER BE APPRECIATIVE K!! (: (: (:
Sunday, September 06, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
you really had me going this time
you need to quit, quit making a scene
Like lipstick traces on pillow cases
Some things in life are unforgettable
Like love, loss, lies and us and woh ohh
Some things in life are undeniable
it was a pretty boring weekend. i passed my BTT. i had a nice dinner at chilli's with joshua and sheryl. i bought this really cool looking speakers for $20 cause i dont know where mine are.but yeah thats pretty much it. if ranked on a "most interesting weekends" list, this one would be pretty much close to the bottom. kui did sleep over on fri night so it was good to catch up with him. joshuas and swetas bday next week at my place which is sth to look forward to i guess. but its gonna be a super long week cause i have to go back to camp again satruday. fuck charlie coy. i hate you. so even though it was a boring weekend, it was a pretty "eventful" week i suppose. or not really.i dont know. i must say, i shall never get inspired by "how i met your mother" ever again and do stupid things. and i shall never listen to tang and mella to "just have balls and just do it!". so yes. lesson learnt. thank you goodbye
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with some people, sometimes we stop, think and evaluate the friendship we have with them. but with other people, we never have to, cause we know they're there and thats all that really matters (:
Friday, September 04, 2009 @ 12:56 AM
You're repeating me lines that you think I wanna hear
But I don't wanna hear anymore
As if sorry is any consolation
For what it's worth, you're stringing me along
Shouldn't need anyone
Just scared of being alone
But by the time you figure this out
And I'm already gone
Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not
i think katy perry is super duper hot! i <3 katy perry