16 just held such better days
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i laughed the loudest who'd have known
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i'm too depressed to go on,
you'll be sorry when i'm gone
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soon its gonna be halfway through september. good good. been sitting around listening to blink 182 songs and this sense of nostalgia is just flooding me. sometimes we keep on wishing that we could go back to better days. because looking back and remembering and longing for the good ol days is easier than trying to figure out what the future holds and whether it holds good days or bad days.
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the clock is ticking. calender pages are flipping. but its too slow. theyre passing by too slow. i wish for the days to zzoom past. or i wish for the clock to go the other way. everyones leaving one by one. either that or theyve left. people always leave, and usually its the good one that leaves.
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i met up with charmaine at bugis yesterday to just hang out and walk around. and it was good like always. but she told me how she applied for 3 australian unis and shes probably leaving next year february. and although im gonna be happy for her to further her studies in a good uni studying what she wants, i cant help but feel really sad and depressed. its only september but february will come really soon. and i dont know. i just dont want it to come cause it means shed have left. youd have thought id be use to people leaving and all but i dont know what im gonna do when m y bestfriend leaves.
