Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 6:57 PM
so robertson quay for dinner and hanging out yesterday. robertson quay is starting to become my go to place. so i met sweta at raffles place mrt and we searched frantically for an ATM then rushed to robertson quay. oh wait, i mean robertson WALK cause we thought mich was there already but luckily we were earlier or she wouldve turned into a vampire and killed us all. and joshua was late so we all slowly started starving to death while waiting for him. so yes. it was a really good meal. i really like turkish food. but it was really expensive and im officially flat broke with no money in my account. PFFT. so then after that we had ice cream and johnny came and we were then stuck in some weird dilemma cause we didnt know whether to go play lan, watch paranormal activity, watch new moon or go to johnnys house. so we ended up watching new moon. best decision ever! i was kinda apprehensive at first about the movie cause the first one last year kinda sucked. but i was pleasantly surprised that new moon was awesome! and not to mention that kristen stewart and ashley greene were so frkking hot!!! and werewolves > vampires anyday! and poor jacob black. he really is like the court jester that i;ve described countless of times! bella was all emo and depressed when edward ditched her and she needed someone to fill the void. and so jacob was there to be her shoulder to lean on, build her bike and be her best friend. and shes so oblivious to how hes so in love with her and she jsut doesnt reciprocate the feelings. and she was such a bitch to him in the movie theatre. and even when he did everything for her, risked his life to protect her, she still flees to italy for edward. and when she comes back, she still can tell jacob "i love you jake. but dont make me choose. cause i'll choose him. its always been him" WTF RIGHT! poor jacob black. but awesome movie nonetheless.
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Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
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so at least 3 people have told me this. and this wonder just keeps filling my head. damn it
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 5:42 PM
i hate it when people say "oh you dont do anything in army" or "your army life is so slack!". i really cannot stand it when people say that to me. yeah im not in some hardcore infantry chong sua unit. but i definately dont "dont do anything in army". i really wish all those people who keep saying that could me could just switch places with me and endure 1 week of my army life and see if its really that slack.
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anyhow. played soccer yesterday which got kinda awkward cause there was a quarrel and almsot a fight. then had dinner till quite late. but an otherwise boring day.
off to robertson quay to meet the gang soon. very slow uneventful weekend i suppose. i miss people
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 11:43 PM
its over. its all over. thank goodness. finally after dont know how many months. so yes im glad.
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so anyhow, watched 2012 with charmaine yesterday. i msut say, what a dman intense movie. and like charmiane said, it was quite believable. makes you wonder really, is the world coming to and end in 2012? how much would you pay for a seat on the Arc? but really intense movie. i dont know why, i felt so "into" the movie. like feeling all sorts of emotions and all that . like an emotional rollercoaster. one min sad, the next happy, then the next sad again. weird i know. so then i followed charmaine around ion and wisma while she shopped and bought necessary things liek peici's bday present and really unncecessary things like face masks which i doubt she;ll use. and her excuse for buying, "the shop is so nice!" *__* HAHA! well ladies and gentleman, next time you open a shop, decorate it really nicely, and charmaine kwee will be there buying things from you! :D :D KIDDING BRO! actually not so much! i know what to get you for christmas. im gonna sign you up for those addiction workshops. like you know alcoholics anonymous. you can go for shopaholics anonymous. i can totally imagine you going, "hi, i am charmaine. and i have a problem. i am addicted to shopping. its like, shops just call out my name" HAHA
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met natbatcat and my brother for lunch today. we walked around cold storage before having pizza hut for lunch which i really find too expensive. so yes, it was good to see nat again after an uber long time. went for dinner and a movie with amanda at night. christmas carol 3D. even though it was a cartoon, it was still kinda freaky! but the animations were really top notch. technology nowadays, astounding.
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why do i even bother talking to you
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
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Now I'll run from you
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I've got to get away
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I cannot stand the way you tease
Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 1:33 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR-MAINE!! YESSS! I WAS THE FIRST! wah really bestfriend man! :D :D but anyhow! i wanna wish you a happy birthday. and i hope you have a blessed and great year ahead plus all the good stuff that comes with it. i hope you have a great day today and im glad you had a fun time last night and im happy that you liked the present i got you AND next year 21st birthday, im DEFINATELY gonna smash cake into your face whether you like it or not! either that or throw you into a swimming pool. depends on where your party is! but yes. im giving you a one year warning! so go get prepared and all! :D :D
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so anyhow, celebrated charmaines birhtday at bella pizza last night. the food was good and it was all in all a fun night. oh and we saw jade seah and may and choy. wow. celebrity hang out. but its ok, 2 years time, i'll be the celebrity and people will be saying "oh i saw marcus eng today! omg! shouldve asked for his autograph!!" haha kidding kidding. but yes, the pizza was really good. and the squid ink pasta was an adventure to say the least. perfect halloween makeup. so then we went to coffeeclub for dessert and to hang out and all. it was fun. i actually thought it might be a tad bit weird at first? but it wasnt weird at all. it was really fun and full of laughter, most of them at charmaines expense.
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3 more days and it will be all over. i cant believe im counting down to the end of my papers. that was so last year. pfft
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someone said something yesterday. i dont know why i keep thinking about it
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 5:41 PM
i feel very exhausted nowadays. i get tired at all the wrong times. i cant sleep early but then i get tired in the afternoons. weird. so i've read 2 books in the past week. one really good, one so so. i really like the time travelers wife. wow that sounds kinda gay huh. but its a really sweet book. but sometimes i think it gives people false hope about love. oh wells. a few more days till options paper. i cant wait. excited again. its gonna all over real soon. which is good cause i'll be free. but bad cause thne i gotta go back to camp and endure 14 more months of mental torture till ORD. someboday save me.
Monday, November 09, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
so its back to hell after 2 really crazily hard paper. and looks like paper 3 is gonna be shit ass difficult as well sooooo i dont know. but yes. back in hell. feels like shit. i wanna go home.
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have i ever said how much i love reading? people dont really believe me when i tell them that.
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i want that perfect life described. i want that perfect love described. i want my Clare Abshire
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
it is now NOVEMBER! andddddd. 40 AND A HALF MORE HOURS! YAY! YES! FINALLY! THE DAY THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR IN A REALLY LONG TIME! no not ORD. thats still 15 months away unfortunately.
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so anyhow the past 2 weeks have given me plenty of time to think about things other than math which is really bad unfortunately but thinking is better than rotting in army. so anyhow anyways. yes thinking. thinking about what i wanna do in uni, what i wanna study, which uni i wanna go to. all that good stuff. mind boggling shit really. it seems our simple teenage life has suddenly become so much more complicated. all we used to bother about was when is our next IA due, when is our next test, when is our next exam. a routine that spanned the duration of our youth. for 12 years of our lives, we just studied for our next test, our next exam, worrying only if our teachers would scold us if we handed in stuff late or if we skipped class, worrying when is our next match or performance for our respective CCA's, worrying about our friends, worrying whether the person we have some huge infatuation with would even talk to us. for 12 years, although it didnt seem like it at the time, our lives were relatively simple and straightforward. easy without complications. do well, move on, how good a secondary school we go to, pass pass pass, go on to do A levels or IB, IA's IA's IA's and then the big bad exam. and suddenly, 12 years is over. our basic education is done, finished. we all heaved a big sigh of relief after our IB papers and we thought we were free. and then suddenly, the bigger more important decisions suddenly come rushing at us. which university are we gonna go to. which country? waht courses? wham bam thank you maam. all these questions, so many options and yet we struggle to find an answer. O levels/IGCSE and then A levels/IB. that was the easy part. suddenly our lives jsut became so much more complicated, so much harder. all these paths have open up. how are supposed to choose which path to take?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR-MAINE!! YESSS! I WAS THE FIRST! wah really bestfriend man! :D :D but anyhow! i wanna wish you a happy birthday. and i hope you have a blessed and great year ahead plus all the good stuff that comes with it. i hope you have a great day today and im glad you had a fun time last night and im happy that you liked the present i got you AND next year 21st birthday, im DEFINATELY gonna smash cake into your face whether you like it or not! either that or throw you into a swimming pool. depends on where your party is! but yes. im giving you a one year warning! so go get prepared and all! :D :D