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i miss

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i was reading through my msn history looking for something in particular and stumbled onto something. and then after reading that i realised how much i wished i could have a time machine. i wish i could go back in time and fix things. i dont know why but it suddenly dawned on me how badly things trned out and how i couldve so easily fixed them but i dont know why, but i didnt and things turned out like this. and i wish i could just apologise to you casue now i see why our friendship just sorta ended. and i realised it was my fault. ive been blaming you and other things, everything but myself for the longest time but now i finally get it. i was at fault too. i guess i was mostly at fault. and i dont know why, i was so damn blind. but now i see it. i see how i coudlve changfed things, made things worked. but its too late i guess. we're practically almost strangers. things happen for a reason. thats what they say. i dont really believe that but i guess now i finally realise it. i was wrong. id ask for your forgiveness but we don talk. but if you ever read this and if you ever figure out im refering to you, then yeah, im so sorry. i wish i could turn back time and worked things out. i wish we were still close the way we used to be. but you'll never realise this is for you. i wish.

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sometimes we wished we could go back in time and change the things we did. we always say that we'd do things differently so things would change for the better. but how do we know that our different actions would cause a beter outcome? maybe we made things worse? how do even know we'd do things differently. i mena there must be a reason why we did something in a certain way, and im pretty sure the reason is still legit. would we change things if we could? would we go back in time to alter our lives?