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i dont know why i feel this way. i dont want to but sometimes we cant control how we feel. i just dont like whats happening. and im at a lost cause i dont know what to do. i feel like everythings changing too fast. and honestly, sometimes i feel like i dont even know you. its like you're a whole different person and i dont know how to handle it. and i know im in no position to do or even say anything but im scared. and i wished i didnt care but how can i not? it just affects me and i hate this. fuck i really cannot stand this