you know life's never perfect.. but how come life can be so far from perfect, its like the total opposite of perfect.. to be honest .. i hate life now.. like theres really nth to live for. urgh.. it seems that everything that can go wrong has go wrong.. fuck.. must be that black cat.. sighh.. and like how come you can never make everyone happy.. like for some reason no matter what you do or no matter how hard you try, someone, or some people, will always have something against you.. it just happens i guess.. sighhh.. i donno. life seemed real good 2 weeks back.. like i was boring, but peaceful but yeah.. look now.. look how things are.. catastrophic..really must be the black cat..and u know my math teacher said today, "if you die, you're lucky.. why? because when you die, you escape all the pain and suffering." and seriously.. its so true la.. death seems like such a better alternative than all the shit i go through now.. sighh.
today was up down day.. don really wanna talk abt it.. yeah.. tmr's lifeskills.. waste of time.. but hockey finals for the summer leauge tmr.. at least theres sth to look forward to i guess..
to you1: i read it. i dont know.. i think we need to talk? cause today left me confused.. yeah.. i donno.. cause after today. do you still stand by what you wrote?to you2: i know ur pissed at me now,. and im sorry. yeah.. i guess it has been unfair huh. cause u tell me everything and i dont.. im sorry.. i really am. but you have to understand that there are certain things in life that you keep to yourself and you dont tell anyone.. i donno.. but im really sorry.. forgive me? and if ur still pissed.. i really do understand.. cause thinking back.. it has been pretty unfair to you.. and after reading this. you're still pissed and u still want to know.. then... i promise.. ill tell you about it..
