29th of december. 54 hours left in 2006.. hip hip hurray.. i seriously cant wait for 2007.. i mean. 2006 was plain crap.. like fuck 2006. lol. but surprisingly, it passed by really really quickly. like it was new year and chinese new year. and my brithday. and BOOM! malaysia tournament, mid years than suddenly its prelims and than IGCSE! shit. and like all of a suden FREEDOM!! haha. but then BOOM! december 29.. schools in 5 days. haha. CANT WAIT!! yes yes. i really do wanna go back to school. i liked my school routine better than my holiday one. haha. yup. well. happy new year to everyone out there. time to start making new years resolutions and then trrying to actually keep them.. these are my last years one. i actally kept them. well. some. lol
1) be more obedient to my parents.... ermm.. shit. don think i accomplished that
2)stop lying so much.. didnt really stop.
4) stop making fun of people so much.. did i cut down?
5) pay attention i class.. taking igcse shit at the end of e year so gotta start pulling my socks up now.. i paid attention during tuition. does that count?
6) last but not least.. im gonna either blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah OR crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap.. yup.. either one of those.. i swear i'll do either by e end of the year.. HAHA. THIS ONE I KEPT!! YAY ME

so i know i did this thing before. the 10 things abt ppl. dont write your name down. yeah. been there done that. but i wanna do it all over. things have changed. in like the past donno how long.

to you 1) haha. i dont know what to say abt you without making it obvious who its to. lol. well. ermm. 2007 is coming. ok. lame. like you! lol. so thanks. for everything. for always being there for me. and like i know i can always count on you no matter what. and that like a year from now, we'll still be having our oh so random and stupid conversations about how our lives will be like 20 years from now. you've made 2006 really great you know. like, it'd be sooooo weird without you. glad you're always there. like you're such a big influence and all. eh. lemme ask you something. if you had 10 million dollars, would you give me 5? (:

2) you know. i just realised something. you know me damn well. damn damn well. haha. like of everyone i know. you are probably one of the few who do know me so damn well. like, if faced with a decision, you'd know what i choose. haha. so 2006 is over huh. so like. its been a fun year huh. haha. thanks man. for everything. seriously. thanks. so for some reason. we alwayts have this deep deep conversation on msn. lol. and you said you can tell me everything. its true. you can count on me

3) well. i for one dont really like to.. crap. i dont know the word for it. ok. i dont really show my appreciation much. but i wanan say thanks to you. cause. i treat u like crap sometimes. and you dont really mind. and you like go out of the way to like solve my problems. i really appreciate. yeah yeah yeah. i can be nice and appreciative sometimes la. lol. you know the card? its all truth man.

4) omg!!! IM GONNA MISS YOU!! URGHH!! dude!! i seriously am gonna miss you la. we all are. haha. its been a great year huh. all the fun and laughter. all the crap and nonsense. LOL! never met anyone like you. and thats a compliment! thanks dude. youradvice was great! hope to see you soon

5)oh fuck. i cant believe im gonn say this but.. urgh. i am gonna miss you. hahaha. weird as it may sound, i've really appreciated your friendship over the year or so. yeah yeah. like i donno. its weird. i have no idea what to say la. haha. but i am gonna miss you. like i trust you, and i could tell you everyhing. and dear lord you listened. haha. and hell.u even gave me good advice. most unlikely source. i'll never forget "no balls ar" lol. i still think its your fault! LOL

6) so like over the year. we've talked more and more /. and like. our conversations are so random. like we could be talking abt donno donno what and next thing we're talking abt sth totallu opposite. but thanks. for hearing me out. and like. just listening. thanks. bring on 2007 huh. i still have to hear your crazy story! haha

7) hello you!! hahaha. OMG! i cant believe how close we are now! like we can tell each other everything and all. haha. ahhh.. like last year. and even beginning of this year. its like we barely talked much. and now. how different it is huh. i mean. look at us now!! hahaha! i really am soooo glad we're so close now. and like how we're such damn good friends and all!! i love our EARLY morning conversations. and how you're so happy and high nowadays. im glad for you. i really am. cause you for one deserve the happines. stay happy k!! we cant have like 0% happy!!

8) we hardly see each other but everytime i do something important. you're one of the first few people i turn to. yes. my life is a mess. and yes. i know im in over my head sometimes. hahaa. wait for that novel!!

9) one word can describe your year. DRAMA!! you definately had your fair share of drama and then some. but who was it who said life would be too boring without drama. haha. well. 2006 is almot gone. and i cant believe how it turned out huh. i mean. who would've thought we'd be like so close now.. haha.. remember. EHHHH!! BESTFRIENDDDDDD!! HAHAHA!! so yeah. 2006. there was smiles and laughs. frowns and tears. but never ever a dull moment huh. well. i really do hope you have a greate 2007. and u finally either get ______ or like move on and all.. cause after the year you just went through, you're the one that really needs some long lasting happiness and stuff.. haha.

10) well well well. finally at number 10!! i donno if i dread this.or glad that i somehow manage to get this off my chest in a way. so like ermm. thanks. for fucking up 2006. cant u thnk of anyone. besides yourself for once in a lifetime.. liek the world doesnt fucking revolve around you. damn self centred. attention seeking. i could go on and on. urgh. u just piss me off. only nice when you need something done. its like im being used. urgh. pissing me off just talking about you. okok. too harsh. sorry. so in a way. 2006 would've been damn different without you. but like i donno. good different i guess. ok. this is gonna be harsh but its the truth. there really were times when like you really jhust spoiled my day. or week. i mean. u ccan just really ruin my perfectly good mood. URGH! like u can turn my smile into a frown with just a single sms and all. bleah. i hate it la.. sometimes i really wish someone could just slap you and make you realise all the awful crap you do and see what kind of person you really are. and like. you know. you make such an impact on me. and trsut me, not the good kind. i really wanna jsut ask you to fuck off. but like i cant i guess. sighhh. i really dont wanna fo through 2007 with you. but not really much of a choice. i wish you'd change. you ruined my holidays. i hope you know that. after igcse was supposed to be freedom and all fun and laughter. but you ruined it. you ruined it. fake friends are like shadows. always there next to you when its all bright and sunny. but never there when things start to get dark and gloomy. you're the biggest shadow ever

11) of all the people i know. you're probably the only one who can cheer me up and make me smile when im in the worst of moods and when no one else can. and also you're the only one who can totally just mess up my mood and piss me off when im in a real good mood and no one else could ruin it. well. i donno what 2007 has in store. but like. less of 2006 maybe. why cant we just be normal friends. you know. cheer each other up when one of us is sad. be happy in the good times and all. sometimes its like i feel that you're like the queen or liek i can only talk to you and no one else. and like. we dont talk for awhile. and suddenly its my fault. and sometimes. i just feel like the only reason you come to me is cause theres no one else. like im ur last resort. like when all ur friends are ok with you. or when you have that someone special, i dont exist anymore.

Marcus Eng

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