non-stop rain cascades on my window, making loud splashes that keep me from thinking and just adds to my really depressed state of mind. damn the monsoon season. fuck the rain. when's the sun coming out? sick of rain. sick of being in a bad mood. sick of this, sick of that.. omfg. i need the sun to come out. i need to be in a better mood. i need someone to cheer me up. i need the ghost of christmas future to come and show me that future christmas' wont suck like the last few have. URGH!! i hate december. i hate the holidays. i hate this. i hate that. and i HATE christmas. christmas can kiss my ass. last year's christmas can go eat shit. 2 year's ago christmas can suck my balls and just die die die and just be buried in my memories so i'll never remember it ever again. i need to sleep. i need to smile. i need to be in a better mood. i need to make a decision. i shouldnt be staying up to watch liverpool vs arsenal at 3:45 am. i shouldnt be in such a bad mood all the time.. i shouldnt be frowning. i shouldnt be procrastinating and jsut continue this facade. BLEAH. damn you christmas. damn you.
jonho and the twins came over today. made this really nice collage for daryl
then went to send daryl off at the airport. SIGH!! damn sad la.. we'll miss you dude.
