there really is no sun when you're around
all said and done,
this wont be fun.
make no mistake,
those smiles are fake.
and somehow someway, i find myself back at those crossroads. maybe its cause i made the wrong decision. heck, it wasnt even a decision. i didnt even get to choose.. it just sorta kinda happened. and like i dont mind what kinda sorta happened but i guess its not supposed to happen this way.. it has to be one of our terms i guess? so like yeah. time to face the music. someone's gonna get hurt. someone's tears are gonna flow. and either way.. im probably screwed..
school is a hundred times more boring than last year. seriously. even though last year we were cramming for igcse, classes were so interesting.. i think its the people.. seriously. in math today, it was so fucking boring. i was like tearing my hair out in boredom.. and i started thinking about last year's math lesons.. our yum seng's halfway through class.. or our standing on tables singing "top of the world".. omg.. i really miss 4y and last year// sighhh. went to coffeebean after school with charmaine and andrew.. it was fun. haha. long talk with andrew and stephen on the long bus ride home.. urghh.. 2007 fucking sucks..
