as life goes on, you realise that the things that were once there arent there anymore. you realise that the comfort zones you used to have are gone. you realise that things and people that meant so much to you are no longer by your side. you realise that life is just a long winding road with death as the destination. you realise that the hapiness you always use to have is less frequent. sadness engulfs you. life aint fair. life aint right. nothing is going right anymore