you know life could just end just like that. like what if tomorrow never comes.. its kinda scary huh. you think of everything you did. everything you didnt do. the people you've wronged and people you didnt get to say goodbye to. and its kinda sad thinking about what people remember you for.. life's weird. it could end anytime. we gotta learn to appreciate the things we have before its too late. we gotta right the wrongs, say sorry to ppl you've wronged and thank those that are always there for you. you forgive others so god can forgive you. i was thinking about all of this in the cab ride home with priss. and like we realised we gotta make changes. like we gotta right the wrongs. find closure and find peace. im gonna let my friends now they're appreciated. and apologise to those ive wronged. im gonna make things right.. or at least im gonna try. if i haven;'t called you or talked to you online. i haven;t forgotten you. dont worry. and if i wasnt so damn tired. id put a picture of each one of you and type a long paragraph to thank you
you know sometimes in life you think that by doing something you'll fix this problem. or you think that nothing can go wrong. but like the next thing you know, everything just fucks up and gets blown wide open. and you suddenly wish you hadnt done it and things would go back to normal. btu the sad part abt life is that you cant reverse time. you cant take back the things you did or said. you gotta just deal with it and pray that things will work out. you want things to go back to normal but some things cant be forgotten. "in life you only lose what you dont want to" i guess its true. sad but true. but life surprises you. there might be twists and turns along the way; you just gotta wait and see what happens.
i'm sorry, i really am. if i could, i'd turn back the clock and make things the way they were
