thank you for proving my point on how people who get what you really want dont deserve it.
the last few days have been a real blur and i cant really be bothered to type out everything that happened. its 2:42 am and im leaving for the airport at 4am. andrews lying on my bed reading archie. chloe joshua and waikit are sleeping in my den. today was fun and hilarious. watched the messengers which was really scary and freaky. oh wells. off to chiangmai for like 6 days. omg. im gonna die. but oh well. we'll see what happens eh. sometimes life throws us curveballs instead of the fastballs we expect.
wow fakeness. you know for a period of time, i actually thought that i wronged you and that maybe i misunderstood you. you know what fakeness? i actually believed the words you said. but well, all good things come to an end eh. i mean, your true colours finally showed and just proved wrong about misunderstanding you. your shallowness and your backstabbing shined right through. your falseness was so damn obvious that i really wonder to myself what kinda person are you. well fakeness, whats next?
i'm gonna miss you sometimes you just sit in a corner and wait and watch what happens. sometimes you stay in the shadows cause thats all you can do. someone else has won. so all you can do is just sit and wait and hope that person screws up.
