my number 1 fear is loss
oh i forgot to mention that mennon came to visit on friday. it was good to see him after so long. went to jonho's house last night for bbq. daryl jonho shunyi uwei debbie iekka tim were all there. we were all talking about the good ol days of year 3 and year 4. gosh it seems so long ago. the good times. when everything seemed so easy and non complicated. and just like that, it was all gone when we all went our separate ways after igcse. god i miss those days. what'd i give to have them back. god i miss those guys so much. si y. sighhh. you never realise how much you treasure something until its gone, and then its too late to treasure them already. besides the bbq, its been quite a crap weekend. stupid wilfred owen is going to be the death of me. stupid war poems.
i have this craving for pizza now.
stupid bitch. lying cheating manipulative piece of crap.
hanging out and making eyes,
from across the room they stare.
all the gestures, and the waving,
and the talks that they share.
everyday he's look around and wait,
for that smile that she'll wear.
