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Monday, December 08, 2008 @ 9:37 PM

more than a month has passed since the first day of IB examinations. boy time has really flew by and i guess im really enjoying every moment of my freedom now

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

its either going out to town to catch movies or east coast dinners or parties at peoples houses or just hanging out with your friends and reminiscing of the past or just rotting away at home bored to tears, but enjoying the fact you dont have any text books to read or notes to go through. oh! and i got my FIFA 09 for ps3 SO IM REALLY REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT!

That's what you get when you let your heart win.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win.

andrews going into army this friday but ill see him every weekend after 2 weeks so it aint so bad. but kuis leaving this saturday and theres this possibility i wont see him again. sighhh im gonna miss him so much. who would've thought me and him wouldve become so close. he's like a brother to me now. we have so much similarities and all and i can tell him anything i want without him judging me and shit. sighh im gonna miss kui so much.

so i said i was gonna post pictures on graduation and prom and i guess these are really long overdue but oh well better late than never. graduations easier cause i only have like 4 photos of grad night. but yes. Friday 21st November was Graduation night for the graduating IB class for ACS international 2008. and i guess that night is probably one of the last few times im ever gonna step through the doors of the hall or wear that uniform or listen to boring ol speeches in the hall. it was really bittersweet i guess., i mean, its graduation. like finally. after so long, its all over. but at the same time, i dont really wnat it to be over. i miss school already. i miss the friends who i haven't seen in a few weeks. i miss the teachers of ACS international and i just miss the environment and the everyday routine of boring school life. sighh. sometimes we jsut get so used to the norm, the mundane routine of everyday life that we're afraid of what change brings, we're afraid of venturing into the unknown. i guess i admit, i am scared of whats to come.



and i guess as we move on and we leave the past behind us and all of us embark on this new part of our lives, all we have are the photographs that remind us of the joy, happiness, the friendship, the laughter and the lives that we once had. these memories etched in print or computer memory remind us of the great moments we had and we will always remember.. ill do prom later or tomorrow or sth.

me confused
me lost
me hurt
me sad

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