21st April 2007
exactly 2 years ago, i just finished the very first council camp with what i thought could be the best council ever. exactly a year ago, we just finished our last council gathering at stephs house with good food and great fun with wii. and that was what council was about, having tons of fun with great people and procastinating on stuff we needed to do and yet always pulling through last minute. i miss 16 high. the laughs and the fun, the council meetings and the events. our constant shouting of AOB and constnat bullying of bingxi. how we took turns being the most annoying and i even miss the hectic times of rushing to set up for the dances or movie marathons. i miss everyone in 16 high, or almost everyone. but it was fun and i was proved right. we were the greatest council ever and i miss you guys so much. it was one of the best experiences of my life, being part of something great, something of meaning. we're sixteen high and we always will be.
i miss being part of somethign that meant something. i miss being part of something i could relate to. i miss being part of something where i knew i belonged.
im sooo tired. im mentally exhausted and its been less than a month. 2o more to go. urgh. i think im gonna have to work through the WHOLE weekend. DIE! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
21st April 2007