its 5:55am now. i got home at about 4 45am. celebrated johnnys birthday. it was alright. good time with friends i guess. today has been quite a weird day. up down. weird would be the word i'd use to describe today. so yes. weird day today. its sunday already. 14 more hours till time to book in. sian.
i've been thikning alot over this weekend. sometimes thikning too much is a bad thing. leads to unnecessary paranoia or jumping to false conclusions. yet it can be a good thing, helps you learnthings, helps you realise things. i've been thinking a lot. i'm not too sure if its a bad or a good thing
i need something or someone to help get me through the week. i need something to make me to look forward to the weekend. i need motivation to help me make the days past. i've got nothing now. everyday just comes and passes like one dull sick routine. i need change.
