we all have different traits. maybe traits isnt the right word im looking for cause traits is waht we're born with i guess. we all possess different qualities. nah not right either cause people usually take quality as a positive thing. we all develop different characteristics as we grow up. yes, thats the word. characteristics. things or actions that make us all distinctive. these characteristics are either good or bad and some are obviously positive while others are quite obviously negative characteristicss. for example, being too selfish is obviously a negative characteristic while being selfless is an obiously positive one. so how do draw the line on those charateristics that we possess that arent so black and white on being good or bad. hard to tell if its good or bad cause a lot of people can say "ohh you know, you have this thing abotu you where blah blah blah blah blkah. and i think its really good" but maybe to you, its negative cuase of wahtever reason? i dont know. i think im not really making any sense and i just typed out a whole bunch of mumbo jumbo. pfft..
on a side note. ive been sick the past few days. and my surgery scar from last year is suddenly swollen and red which is never a good sign. SIGHHHHHHHH. this is bad. nightmare from last year all over again
my boats sinking
