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Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 10:31 PM

i'm glad to be home. you know camp wouldnt be all that bad if i didnt have so much crap to do everyday. wait who i am kidding, it would be crap. but i've made some good friends there so it aint all that bad. so another week has more or less passed. another pay day is here. another weekend. lunch at holland with the twins andrew lian mich and ellen tmr . i have no other plans yet but i need to make some cause i dont wanna waste another weekend. and i have yet to watch transformers but it seems like everyone has already watched it.

i think its hit me. maybe its been always right there in front of me and maybe i justt never wanted to notice it or never wanted to accept it. but i guess the past few days, slowly but surely im slowly realising it. its not that im getting wiser and all. i guess im just finally coming to my senses.

i get breathless. i dont know what to say. im nervous. im scared. im afraid to be myself. i watch what i say. i watch waht i do. i try to be someone im not.
way outta my league

and i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you
and i don't even know
what kinda fool you're taking me for

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always,
now through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you

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Marcus Eng


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