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Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 6:50 PM

on the 13th day of christmas, my true love gave to me, sadness, anger and bitter disappointment
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people say that good thigns will happen when you try your utmost best and all that. but i dont believe that anymore. i realised today that sometimes effort doesnt translate into results. and its when you really tried hard, maybe you cant say your hardest, but youve tried really really hard and the results still dont show, then all it leaves you with is a feeling of anger and sadness and this huge ass feeling of disappointment mixed in with this bitter taste of defeat and hopelessness mixed in. its like "why the heck did i even try?" cause everything just went to waste.

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