so i said i was going to be more postive in my future posts..yeah.. but FUCK being positive la... i mean.. life sucks.. lets face it.. someone prove that life doesnt suck.. yup.. cant be done.. i said yesterday that we work hard for the rewards.. yeah.. but what if that reward doesnt come.. huh? then what happens.. seems like a huge waste of time.. life.. its so frustrating sometimes.. like how you try your best to make everything seem okay and like there'll always be something that screws it up. urgh.. its like so gay la.. fuck.. i mean.. why cant we have nice peaceful days without problems.. like seriously.. why is life so shitty and messed up.. GOSH!!! AARGH!! i wanna punch something!! DAMN IT!!
so the last week has been absolutely hell.. and like.. yesterday was fine for once so like i thought things were gonna look up.. and like.. today was so fucked up.. i mean seriously.. i donno wat to do anymore.. you know for once in my life today.. i was speechless.. fuck sia.. this is utter bullshit la.. i hate my life.. nothing seems alright at the moment.
