TUESDAY: ermmm. well.. it was kind of a long sad depressing day.. really emotional and all. lots of tears and shit.. SIGHHHHHHH!!!!

WEDNESDAY: went to get my passport renewed. watched pathfinder.. kinda crappy movie. wouldnt really recomend it.. went home.. spent a long long time making something..

THURSDAY: bleahh. school was well, saddening.. and airport, even worse.. well.. on the brightside, kathi and kristi a smal taste of what being a celebrity is like. i mean. there were like 50 ppl sending them off. and a lot more who couldnt make it! haha.. but yeah.. saying goodbye is hard? so its not goodbye k twins.. its more of a see you later!

FRIDAY-SATURDAY: johor trip was well.. eventful.. drama-filled.. haha. but it was fun.. in a weird thrilling kind of way? but yeah.. slept for like an hour. .cause stupid ppl took me and woons bed.. haha. but it was fun.. like spent the night in the room with woon andrew georghina steph mich jonho sheryl phooi and iekka. i think those ppl.. sorry if i left anyone out. we had room service.. watched troy donno how many times. talked about random nonsense.. it was fun la..but our (woon and i) room became like a lounge/commonroom.. people were eating there. hanging out.. coming in and out. OHH!! AND 5 PEOPLE SHOWERED IN OUR TOILET!! haha. WTH!! but its ok la. haha. yup.. but yeah.. drama/trouble.. lol. anyways.. saturday. reached holland at 3:15.. rushed to cine to catch THE HITCHER at 3:35.. just made it in time.. so the plot was kinda retarded. wait. there wasnt really a ploit.. just violence and plenty of blood.,. OHHHHHH!! SOPHIA BUSH!@!!!! OMGGGGGG!! SOPHIA BUSH IS EFFING HOTTTTTTT!!OMGG!!!! she was like running around in a damn short skirt!! OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!! SHE"S DAMN HOTT!!!!!!!!

so school this week has been same ol same ol.. boring and shit.. bleah. and for some reason, rubix cubes are like the in thing in school now! everyones getting one haha. shumei kinda started the "fad".. lol.. ohh. and cards are banned from school.. so georghina made cards out of paper and we';re playing with them.. they're actually really nice! me and ellen had to stay back and do "detention" on wednesday casue we skipped history last thursday to accompany kathi.. so we had to go library and do essay questions.. shumei was doing her rubix cube there.. tim was reading pokemon.. johnny was taking photos. james was irritating shumei and russell seemed to be high on sth. haha. stupid methodist walk tmr.. have to wake up at 5!! WTFF!! ohhh. jonho and sheryl's picking up ice hockey! HAHAHA!! eh jonho. hurry up train.. next year join the league with me! ermm. i cant really remember anything else interesting happening. OHHHHH!! I GOT LETTERS FROM KRISTI AND KATHI!! omggg.. (: but i almost cried reading them la.. ok.. that was gay.haha. and i talked to them on the phone! 26 mins!! OVERSEAS CALL!! SHIT! haha. but it was worth it! I MISS YOU GUYS!!! CANT WAIT TILL JUNE!! ohh. hockey playoffs next week.. shitttt. stress stress stress!!

hard at work!

BB!!

you know.. i keep thinking about it.. like i cant stop thinking about.. and its now kinda pissing me off. like maybe friday was the thing that kinda made me snap. or friday was the breaking point. and sorry i yelled.. maybe i went to far.. but you see. the thing is. even though i yelled, i still meant those things. and you said sorry and you were gonna change and shit. really? cause i dont see anythign changing.. wait. i do. but its a bad change. and you said to give you the chance. i did.. this is like the thrid chance.and you;re making me regret it. like seriously. i mean., you;'re not even making that chance count. and today.. i saw.. well. doesnt matter now does it? i mean. what do you want now? cause the way i see it, you;re happy with things now.. i said it before, its up to you. its all in your hands now. i guess you made your choice huh.. you know, during the december hols, we made a pact at renaldos. and we clanked our glasses and drank to that pact. 3 amigos. enjoy the year ahead. no matter what happened, we'd be there for each other and we'd enjoy life and all that good stuff. isnt it funny how things work out in the end.