big day tomorrow.. urghh crappp.. anyways, met sheryl and jonho at holland. then went nydc to eat before going to civil service college for this college fair thingy.. stanford duke yale. really really good colleges. met bingxi there. but we were like an hour late cause we didnt know it was like some seminar thingy. but yeah. listened awhile. got some brochures. then we sat down and started stressing about the future. especially bingxi! he was like "WHAT AM I DOING IN SINGAPORE! I REALLY REGRET BEING HERE! MOE IS SCREWING US UP!!" which is kinda true cause moe kinda makes us lag behind other ppl.. you know bingxi got some scholarship to this school in the UK which would then allow him to go cambridge. but he couldnt go casue of NS. and ministry of defence wouldnt let him do NS after his studies. now how screwed up is that. i say very very fucked up/. and very very stupid. i mean its a frikking scholarship. and of course they're not gonna hold his spot for 2 years. gay piece of shit. cant say anymore cause we dont have freedom or speech or freedom of press in this great DEMOCRATIC country. urghh. whatever. but yeah. we just sat around, talked, stressed, panicked and like bitched about how life here sucks. urghh.. then went jonho's house for awhile. ok. im bored. i just taped my new stick. im all pumped for tmr. ohhh. i rollerbladed 20 km this morning. amazing huh.
you know they say you never truly appreciate something until its gone. amen to that. i really miss 2006. and i never fully appreciated it. cause i always said how much it sucked and how i wished for 2007. well. be careful what you wish for. cause well. to say 2007 sucks ball is an understatement. i mean. its damn messed up. and urghh. i dont even wanna elaborate. i want 2006 to come back. but obviously that aint gonna happen. and trust me. in 2008, i wont be saying i miss 2007. cause there really aint anything to miss. go away 2007. seriously./ why cant time fly by. urghh fuck
i guess tmr we shall see huhi miss youi miss you too
i guess i was right. you really werent who you seemed to be. what are you up to now?you're wasting your life away two faced sobllying backstabberi think you know.. and it scares me. should i? its 50/50 right now. sighh i think im starting to really dislike you
