i'm drained both physically and mentally. like there's nothing left and i'm running on empty now. maybe its all catching up. everything that you think you can put away without solving will eventually come back. if you dont get rid of things, they just snowball and you'll have to deal with a bunch of shit all at once and it'll soon take a toll on you. it'll drain you of your energy and all and you;ll just wanna fuck it all
i'm so tired its not even funny. went for soccer training and now im frikking tired. maybe its a sign? sometimes you get so tired. not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. shit happens and it takes it toll on you. sometimes you just get so damn frustrated with a bunch of different things and you get so tired of things. you get tired of people, you get tired of the things people do, you get tired of the shit you get into, you get tired of the problems you face. basically you just get tired of everything and yet no matter what, they;ll still be there no matter what. you just gotta deal. you dont have a choice. thats life. it sucks. shit happens. what can you do?
kui said "life is like a videogame. would you want to use cheat codes to make it easier?" kui really gives good quotes sometimes.
isnt it sad how there always seems to be something thats always bothering you no matter what. like theres always this little thing that kinda pisses you off cause its so annoying and irritating and yet you cant do anthing about it and you cant tell the people involved. so you just go on and pretend everythings alright cause thats life. full of facades
school was ok i guess. tok presentation with mich today. tuesdays are actually relatively easier days compared with other long tedious i-wanna-slash-my-wrists-cause-school-is long- days.
i can kinda see it coming. but i hope it doesnt. yes i cant control it but i gotta curb it. it cant happen
