its 3:10 am now and i should be sleeping and my mind is dying but i cannot be thinking any more straight. cause ive been thinking so much about it now. you know what liar, fuck you and the things you do. cause liar, i dont give a flying fuck anymore.
sometimes in life we look back at the things we do and we start to realise how stupid we were. cuase honestly, we all make mistakes and we all do really stupid things. you cant believe that you were so stupid that you actually did those things. but hey, theres no turning back the clock and undoing them. but they say everything happens for a reason, so we gotta sit and wait patiently for that reason to show itself. in the meantime, all we can do is sit, be patient, and hope nothing fucks itself up.
the thing about a true friendship is that little stupid things should not ruin it. but then again, you never know who your real friends are until the fake ones stab you in the back.
