You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
im 40% done with the exams! sweetness! anyhow, todays physics paper seemed like it was set by the devil. i think like more than half of the class failed. except bingxi who comes out of the class saying "eh that paper was quite easy right". -_- well what do you expect from he who knows the specific heat capacity of his food so he knows how to cook it and he who has physics and math notes pasted on his bathroom walls. ahhh. taking nerdiness to a whole new level! oh wells. cant dwell on the past. its on to economics history and mathematics!! i like the exam week. well not the exams themselves, but the finishing by 11 30 then lunch outside before having to head home. reaching at like 2 30. its been a really really long time since i reached home before 3. i cant wait for friday!!!!!! my mom got my brother 4 free tickets to MOS to watch the click five this thursday. ahhhh. the unfairness of life kicks in. but i guess the world spins like that.
I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go
i was looking through my old diary. the one before the cool red one.. this really torn and tattered green one. and this is what i found
"you are the black hole of my heart,
capturing every emotion and feeling of the beat.
The darkness surrounds me,
But i fear not, for you are with me"
- KATHI
ahhh BB!!! omggg!! i miss you sooooo much!!!! you and your stupid emo poems written in my book!! we were supposed to write a poem together!! then you and kristi abandoned me for melbourne!!! ): ): ): ): sighhhhhhhhh.. hurry come back!! i miss you like fuck!!! you guys better make my christmas happy like last year!!! (:
a year ago i was panicking about my history igcse.. a year ago i was so uncertain about what the next year would bring. a year ago i was so certain i'd still have the same friends. a year ago it was the 3 of us. the 3 amigos. supposedly inseparable. like brothers huh. i dont know if you 2 are gonna read this. but heres the truth. i miss it. the sitting at cold storage talking about stuff only the 3 of us would talk about. the times we just hang out or just go blading. our vow made at that apple strudel place. so yeah. if you 2 are still reading this. heres a toast. to a once great friendship. a toast to what used to be and a toast to what could've been. i used to think it'd be the 3 of us for a long long time. but then again, i also thought a lot of things that never came true. so if you 2 read this, hello and goodbye. funny how things can change in 1 short year.
