sometimes you think that you want to know something, and then when you know that thing, you realised that maybe you were better off knowing.
sooo. a bunch of thigns happened over the last week.
SUNDAY 23rd septemberso im sitting in my room. and its 10:30pm. and i hear a knock on my door, but no one opened it. cause like usually my parents will knock and then open the door. and my brother wont even knock. so i found it weird that no one opened. so i was like "urgh fuck" and went to open it. so i opened it AND. there stood kristi and kathi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nad they yelled "SURPRISE!!" HOLY SHIT I TELL YOU! I WAS DAMN FUCKING SURPRISED!! i swear i almost had a heart attack!! i think that was the best surprise ever in my life!!! (: thanks BB and PAL!! omg. the best surprise ever. so they flew back from melbourne for a week and didnt tell anyone about it. i was so damn shocked. so we talked for like an hour and a half before they had to go back.
she said she said she said, "why dont you just drop dead"i don't blame you for being youbut you cant blame me for HATING IT so anyways. went to the sports doctor. and i have Flexor hallucis longus (FHL) tendinites. which means that my tendon in my foot is swollen. so the doc told me to stop playing hockey and soccer for awhile and i told him not possible. so now i have to tape my foot everyday and have specially made insoles for my shoes which will hopefully solve the problem. and if it doesnt. then well. i guess life sucks that way.
so last night went to nics house with mich joshua kristi kathi kane jerilyn priss and juncai. omg! it was damn funny! we gambled and i lost 10 bucks! but haha! NIC !! FUCKING UNLUCKY!! HIT POST 6 TIMES IN A ROW! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! then prata house with priss juncai and the twins. haha. damn funny la. juncai is honestly one of the funniest people you'll meet!so yeah. fun night.
sometimes you look back at what you once had and y0u cant help but regret not treasuring it more. then you realise that it wasnt your fault at all that you lost it. and no matter how you did no wrong, there'll always be that niggling feeling that makes you think that you could maybe have done more to salvage it. cause now its too late to do anything about it
i miss it. i miss it so damn much
