junhung said
" sometimes i think, its better to not have bestfriends, so you would be protected from the great hurt and pain, that the disappointment brings. cause then, we would have no expectations, just nothing, only the thought of the worse possible. And then, everything would seem fine, at least better than the worse. sometimes we expect too much in friends, in bestfriends, in life, and we faul to see that we are pushing life for something that isn't there, that never will be there. That truly we are just wasting our time, our efforts, and our strenght... but we always fail to realise that."
well. the thing is junhung, yeah sometimes we expect too much in life, and when we dont get what we expect, we just get hurt all that much more. but you know what, bestfriends are always there for you no matter what. bestfriends share your hurt and your pain. you dont need to expect anything from them cause they always seem to find ways to exceed our expectations. bestfriends cheer you up when you;re down, give you a shoulder to lean or cry on. a bestfriend is like a pillar that is always there to support us when it seems like we're going to fall. your bestfriend is always there for you, through thck and thin, through the happiness and the sadness. a bestfriend is a blessing, a blessing that sometimes we take for granted.
thats my bestfriend char-maine. and honest to goodness, i really thank god that she's my bestfriend. cause honestly, i dont know what'd i do without her. she's always there for me no matter what. she makes me laugh just by being herself. she's one of the nicest most amazing and talented and understanding people that i have ever met. i could go on forever describing her good points. but im lazy. and then i could go describe her bad points but she'd smack me! but yeah! she's a blessing, my best friend. our random conversations about the most stupidest things. how we'd talk on the phone almost everyday! how we'd talk at like 2am cause she cant sleep or at 5am cause she woke up to study for igcse. gosh. i think i'd be so lost without her! thanks char-maine! love you breastfliend!! BFFL!! BreastFliends Forever La! (: and dont kill me cause i put that picture up!! you look fine!!
but i guess i do know what junhung is talking about. not your bestfriend but your good friends i guess. you never know who your real friends are until the fake ones stab you in the back. its really hard to know who to trust sometimes casue who knows whats real whats fake? who do you trust with your secrets and problems. cause even your good friends or who you thought was your good friend breaks promises just like that.
fake friends are like shadows, always there right next to you when its all bright and sunny, but nowhere to be found when things turn dark and gloomy.
so many fucking shadows
