this is to you. i dont know if you'll read this. i dont know if you'll know im referring to you. but here goes.
where did it all go wrong? cause everything seemed to be doing so great and then suddenly BOOM! its like in such a short period of time, things just fucked itself up. you know what? sometimes people like to blame others to make themself feel better. but this aint me trying to make myself feel better. cause seriously, i did all i could. its like i was the glue that stuck it altogether and yet maybe i wasnt strong enough. things got fucked up. and back then i thought that maybe it happened for a reason. and that maybe things will be better like that. but you know what. what you did affected more than just me. cause thats the thing about shit just going BOOM and blowing up, more than one person gets affected. and to tell you the truth, i blame you for all the shit happening with me and _____ now. cause yeah. i really do think it was your fault. why? i just want a simple reason. why? cause seriously, its all so fucked up now. and it leads back to you. fuck you.. fuck you
soccer match today. we won 6-2. i scored 2. but doesnt really matter cause i still wont start the next match. hockey tonight. that i get to start. funny how life works sometimes huh. you think you've got something. but you actually dont. sometimes people who dont really deserve it get what you want and what you deserve. no matter how hard you work, or how hard you try, you never get it. cause someone whos doesnt even deserve it, who doesnt even work or try as hard as you gets it. yup/. funny how life works sometimes. fucking hilarious huh. im laughing my balls off
i only had 2 periods of math today. and free all the way. im getting so sick of free periods. its so damn boring. but thank god char-maine and chang are theere to entertain me. although chang might not be there after awhile! HAHAHA! sheryl and i ordered kfc cause we had this huge craving for it! haha. it was delicious!!!
well liar. funny how things can change so fast just like that huh. i mean like, within a short period of time, things just change. but i guess people change? or is it that i just didnt see the real you from the start? hmm. well liar, i feel so used. like a substitute, cause thats all i was huh. well. now you;re acting like that. all i can say is, 2 can play at that game. do unto others what you want people do to unto you. you wanna be a bitch/bastard to me? well then, its on like donkey kong.
i need a muse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want a muse!!!!!!!!!!!
