well, about 21 more hours till the first papers of my prelims. can you sense my excitement from your computer screen? urgghh, i'm gonna do real badly. but the thing is, prelims don't really count for anythign cause i'm going army so i don't need my predicted grades or whatever. but, if i do badly, wow, this household is gonna turn into world war 4. world war 3 was last year after my final exams. sighh. i can't seem to find the motivation to just sit still and try to absorb as much information as possible! although i did do math non stop for like 5-6 hours yesterday which is probably nothing to all those mugging like crazy now but it is a major feat for me. i just want to quit now. i lose. i give up. i quit.
cause sometimes, no matter how hard you try, you just can't seem to win. there'll always be this one person out there who will just beat you without even trying hard.
and all i want now is to see that smile
cause no matter what, somehow someway
you just have this thing about you
which will make it all seem ok.
i'm so tired of it all. i'm sick and tired of it all
hanging out and making eyes,
from across the room they stare.
all the gestures, and the waving,
and the talks that they share.
everyday he's look around and wait,
for that smile that she'll wear.
