cause you are the happy thought that gets me through the day
today was another boring mundane monday with nothing much happening although i think this week is the last official week of school. i think its just sad how like schools almost over and we cant actually have a proper goodbye cause like people arent even coming to class or how we're too busy with our exams to realise that within a month and a half, its goodbye ACS International. i've been here for 3 and a half years now and its been a great memorable 3 and a half years that i woudlnt trade for and years in any other school. im gonna miss it so much
went to town with char-maine this afternoon to accompany her to get her cover for her new ipod nano. and on the way there we had this really good talk. its been quite awhile since we've had those really good serious talks where we can say anything we want, knowing that we dont keep secrets and anythnig can be said. i;ve missed those talks. we were talking about good true friends and like what do we define as one and who do we consider as one. i guess i define a true good friend as someone who's always there for you no matter what, no matter the time or situation, whenever youre in trouble or you need to talk to someone, he/she will always be there, just a phone call away, always ready to hear you out, no matter how stupid or insignificant your problem may seem. a good true friend is someone who you can trust with your life, and any other secrets that just come with it. a good/true friend never ever judges you and accepts you for the person you are, flaws and all. you're comfortable jsut being yourself cause no judgement means you dont have to be wary about what you say or do. a good true friend tells you about the mistakes youve made, he/she is upfront and will scold you when youve done sth wrong and give you advice when he/she thinks you need it. a good true friend is honest with you no matter what, and i guess thats the most importnat thing of all. she asked me how many people would i consider my true good friends and i was thikning long and hard about it and i counted. but then i realised, ts not about the numbers. you know how they alwayds say, its not about the quantity, its about the quality. and like, you can have a lot a lot of good friends. but in the end, there are only a few you can call your real true friend. i guess thats what they call bestfriends. i guess it was an epiphany. so im thankful for these true friends of mine. there may be only 4 of them, but they fll up my life all the same (:
lian gave me kui and tim a ride home today. it was good catching up with him. its been awhile. he was telling us about army and all. he was mentioning how he doesnt keep in contact with some of his friends anymore and it just dawned on me. a year from now, who am i gonna still be talking to on a regular basis?
if you love someone, tell them because hearts are often broken by words unspoken
