so i've been in malaysia for the last 3 days for hockey matches against the malaysian team and the past 3 days across whatever body of water is in between singapore and malaysia has made me think and realise a lot of things. it was really boring there with long travelling times between places so tehres nothing to do but think and wonder and realise things. so yes, epiphanies. i realised how much i miss playing hockey on ice. well thats qutie obvious. and i guess other stuff too but i dont think theres a need to broadcast to everyone. its 4 more days till christmas. am i feeling the holida spirit and getting all excited? nope not really. oh wells