honestly, sometimes i ask myself, why the hell do i even care so much?
so in exactly a week, im off to serve my nation and all that good stuff. not that im looking forward to it but not like im dreading it. whatever.
i went to school on monday to get back my breakdown for my results. god it just made it all that much more depressing. i went to the botanical gardens on tuesdaay with chang sheryl bingxi and joshua. yes botanical gardens. weird i know. i hadnt been there since primary school. went to buy my army shit today. thanks sheryl for accompanying me. i dont know what im gonna do the next few days. i guess rot away till army comes.i want a time machine so i can go back in time. i miss school. i really do
cause i work my ass off and i try my hardest. i do my best and im always effing there. and in the end for what? nothing. because i always lose, and theres always someone there who just wins without even lifting a damn finger. the justice of this world.
cause in a way, i've lost a lot of my respect for you. and i dont think youre gonna earn it back
