I'm keeping quiet til the phone stops ringing
Lately it's hard to disconnect, I just want something real
I've found the words if I could just stop thinking
The room is spinning, I have got no choice
Be patient, I am getting to the point.
I can't remember when the earth turned slowly
So I just waited with the lights turned out again
I lost my place but I can't stop this story
I've found my way, but until then
I'm only spinning
stop the damn questions. just stop asking
i just had 3 days 2 nights camp in school. it was alright i guess but i havent slept on anything remotely resembling a bed in 2 nights so i just crashed this afternoon after coming home. but it was fun. like maybe not the whole program or wahtever, but the bonding we had at night or just during the day during activities. like we've talked to people we would've never talked to if not for this orientation. and we've gotten chances to have long late talks about anything under the sun. so yeahh. thats good.
i;ve learnt a lot over the past 3 days. a lot about different people. a lot abt myself. i dont know. my heads this huge gigantic tornado of crap now. like too much things in my mind and i dont know how to filter them. so i guess im gonna let things flow and work themselves out. cause i've learnt from a "WISE" "FRIEND" somthing along the lines of "take things as they come, if they dont come, dont chase them" something like that. i guess its true, why keep chasing for answers? let the answers come to you.
over the past 3 days, i've learnt how much someone has meant to me and how this person is one of the only few people who can make me smile in my lowest times and i never knew how much i meant to that person. im gonna miss you. i never knew i'd actually talk to you, let alone be such good friends to you. its weird how i can just tell you literally everything and you dont judge me no matter what and you can just say one sentence and you'll make it seem like everything is gonna be alright. we always say how life is just a big mess and lifes depressing and hard and shit but you always make it seem like life is one big happy ride we enjoy. im glad i met you. and even though youre MEAN and SARCASTIC now, and no its not my influence, you still make me smile no matter. taht one line to me that night seriously just made my year (:
