I can't remember when the earth turned slowly
So I just waited with the lights turned out again
I lost my place but I can't stop this story
I'll find my way but until then I'm only spinning
it wasnt supposed to end up like this. sigh. even though i know things dont always end up the way you want them to, you still dont expect them to make such a huge ass 180 degree turn from how you wanted them to be. but thats life, and with every crap thing thats thrown in your path is a new lesson learnt after you overcome them. but i guess thats provided you dont trip over the hurdle.
this is from grey's anatomy:
We all get at least one good wish a year. Over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more. On eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars, and every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. So what then? Is it is as good as we'd hoped? Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness? Or, do we just notice we've got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished?
We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish for big things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we're scared and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish, though, because sometimes they come true.
you're a mess that seems so right
