today i felt so frustrated and pissed and i just felt like kicking something and screaming my lungs out at someone. well i did play soccer for awhile so that helped. photo taking was very annoying which kinda made my mood worsen. ogl auditions for the delegates didnt really help. but dinner with priss shumei chloe and kui helped. and dinner was good and FREE at hogbreaths so yeah. but fuck man. i was so fucking pissed its not even funny
i guess kui is right. manipulated is the word. stupid and foolish describe me best. fucking pissed and frustrated is how i feel. fuck
half the smiles you see on people's faces are fake. smiles are just something we put on our faces to cover up the things that we dont want others to see. smiles that hide all the pain and anguish we feel. smiles that hide the scheming and manipulativeness. smiles that try to convince others that we're fine.
i put a smile on my face so that you wouldnt know how much you hurt me
oh damn. how priss, how?
