You leave me hanging on the line
Every time you change your mind
sometimes when we have something for so long, we become so afraid of change. cause we're so used to what we have and what we call the norm. we dont want things to ever change cause we're scared of what change might bring. sometimes we hang on too tightly that we suffocate whats there.
the last few days have gone by really really fast. its been a real up and down week i guess. went to coffeebean with ananya after school. .haha. emo talk!! it was really great! thanks for everything!! (:
soccer practice on thursday was so damn tiring. i pulled like every damn muscle in my leg la. but yeah. it was worth it.
went for sakae buffet after school on friday. as usual it was damn fun and frikking hilarious. omg. we have to do it more often!
so yeah. cant really remember anything else abt school. stupid world lit essay deadline was extended. omg. wtf man. ermm. ogl partners.. hah. TSK TSK! eh PARTNER! TOY SOLDIER ROCKS! OR THE MEXICAN BOYS! the sharks are just plain gay.and la razza doesnt even make sense! haha. but yeah! our group will pawn everyone elses!! (:
i have a feeling that this next week of school will be good. i dont know why but i feel that way. hopefully im right.
sometimes we look back at what we used to have and what we have now. yes what we now have might be good and might be great, but maybe what we used to have is better. but we'll never get it back. cause we cant turn back the clock and usually we cant get back whats lost. so i guess we cant do anythign but accept what we have now and enjoy it to the best of our abilities no matter how much worse it is compared to last time. i guess life sucks that way.
i miss it. i miss it so damn much ): there are many kinds of people in this world. i guess everyones unique cause different people react differently in the same kind of situation. sometimes you meet a total bastard/bitch who just totally ruin your day or week. they just do something that makes you really pissed or really sad. these kinds of people just spoil everythign for you. they affect you so much. but you know what. instead of letting them affect you, just fuck em. dont give a damn, cause when you dont care abt something, it wont affect you.
i dont give a flying fuck anymore
