Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
i cycled at pasir ris today. yes. cycled. crazy i know. retarded, yup. kinda gay, definately. but hey, its not about the activity, but more about the company. went cycling with chang sheryl and bingxi then sweta joined us after. it was kinda depressing cause it was one of the last few times hanging out before i go NS and sheryls flying off to japan in march. i was counting down the number of times im gonna see sheryl before she flies off and it doesnt even reach the number of fingers on one hand. sigh. i'm burnt now. and its off to my moms birthday dinner later. i wish i could fall asleep and when i wake up, its 2008 again. i dont mind going into army cause i escape everything, but on the other hand i dont really wanna go cause i dont wanna leave everything behind. i dont think i make sense anymore. so bingxis house tmr. reunion dinner at night. reunion dinner sunday night. chinese new year monday and tuesday. and TEKONG wednesday. damn. i dont even have time anymore. and if yorue reading this, CHARMAINE KWEE, WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU?!?!!?!
sometimes you just wanna ask yourself "gosh. am i stupid or am i stupid." and you try to answer it by giving yourself reasons and excuses for what you did and shit. but more often than not, the answer is really simple and right there in front of you. "i am really stupid and foolish"
