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Saturday, January 24, 2009 @ 3:58 AM

sometimes all i want is for life to just simplify itself. to live life without the stupid messed up complications blended inside. just live life the way it is, without unnecessary emotions and unnecessary screw ups and complications. but i guess thats too much to ask for huh. its for 4 am in the fucking morning, each day gets more and more like the last day

cause you just make things so much harder than they should be. just unnecessary emotions and strength wasted. you leave me stranded not knowing what to do or what to say. you make me ask myself, "what the hell is the point of everything"

you dont know it but your words cut. your words cut deep

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